Confessions of a Geeky Girl

Yeah, this is just chock full of me pissing and moaning so you can ignore it if you want. 

I'm fed up, depressed and just generally sick and tired of everyday life.  Nothing interests me now.  I'm on the verge of quitting all RP's I'm (somewhat) involved with as they seem to either be going no where or I'm fucking ignored or I just cannot seem to find a way to really get involved.  Not that it matters.  Not than anyone would give a fuck if I fell off the face of the earth as it is.

I'm a crap mother, wife, cook.  The days are getting shorter.  Big whoop.  There's nothing to look forward to.  Nothing to be thrilled about.  It's all the same day in and day out.  Running after kids who I really believe hate me.  Trying to make a husband happy and failing miserably (nothing new there though considering that I am made of fail).

All my motivation, creativity and what little other things I considered good about myself are gone.  Dried up and blown away.  I just want to run away or crawl in a hole and die.  Anything has to be better than this.